I miss you. / Nikki Cruz. (Best Friend. ) Wow four years.
i've been counting down the days since the month started.
i'm back in heidelberg the place where it all went down.
and i dont think ive hurt as much as i do now. i miss you i love u and how im making it with out i will never know. i dont blame anyone for this though for a long time i blamed myself i should have been there with u this could have easily been prevented yet i have the feeling that it was suppose to happen everything happens for a reason right.
I miss you sooooooo much it hurts. all i do is think of you i walk in the school and think "wow i wish maurice was here". we could have graduated together things would be so much more different. i wouldn't hate heidelberg as much. i need maurice now more then ever. i look up and wish for you to be able to see u one more time.
I love u Maurice Lamont Long and i will never ever forget u.
"Promise me that i'll see you again i promise to never ever forget you".
i love u. i miss u. ill see u soon. |